Abandoned Muse

MY PHOTOS UP ON MIAMI HERALD

2009-07-18T00:27:00.004-04:00

Click on PHOTOS, then look for Tanya M. Diaz in the credits.

CLICK HERE FOR THE MIAMI HERALD STORY

CASTLE ENTRANCE

2009-04-26T02:21:00.001-04:00

castle
Originally uploaded by www.musephotos.com

MY ARCHITECTURE PORTFOLIO

2008-06-17T20:48:00.000-04:00

Click here to view this photo book.

I WAS ON MTV'S X-EFFECT(AS A PHOTOGRAPHER)

2008-01-15T00:16:00.001-05:00

So I got to be on The X-EFFECT as a photographer.
It was alot of fun and nicely paid.

YOU CAN'T ALWAYS GET WHAT YOU WANT BUT IF YOU TRY SOMETIMES

2006-08-27T17:28:00.000-04:00

YOU JUST MIGHT FIND....
YOU GET WHAT YOU NEEEEEED
AWWW YEAH.

- THE ROLLING STONES

Once again I asked and I received.

So I used to have this amazing macro lens back in the day...around 2002 for my NIKON 5000 the grandfather/grandmother of my NIKON 8400 which is what I use now for work and art. Anyways long story short I had this macro lens and it rocked. It had major barrel distortion(bad lens) but i didn't care. Because pictures woudl come out simply amazing...
Like this one...

see all the side distortion? its not suppossed to be there.
So when i sold the 5000 i sold the lens and got the 5400 and a new set of lenses. the new lens had less distortion and took away most of the fun but it was still pretty cool. I sold that one and i got the 8400. When I got the new lens...
NO DISTORTION.
Like at all.
Like nothing.

I almost cried. I emailed the guy I had sold my first camera to and got no response. I scoured the internet to no avail. The lens was gone.

I remember telling many people my sadness about my long lost lens in the past year.

then my prayers were answered very quietly.
ask and the universe listens...i swear it does.......

So the day before I am telling my coworker about my trauma....
(The universe must have been like "I am sick of this girl's story already lets give her a lens" LOL)

and the next day after that I got my medium format pictures. So i remembered that my brothers wife still had a bunch of camera stuff left from the sale of old man's stuff who we shall now call the photography angel (cause this man's passing away and leaving his collection of cameras and lenses has been nothing but a gift to my life)

So I go over and we are looking for a light meter for the rolleiflex and my brothers girl says "look there is a lens here maybe you can use. Its called a micro or something like that." I read and i am like "macro. Oh yeah these are cool." and that's it I really didn't think anything of it.

I take it and I tell her "yeah let me see if it fits my camera at home. Prob not but we'll see...never hurts to try."

When I get home and put it on the camera I almost had an orgasm. I couldn't believe it. THE LENS I LOST for 3 years. It wasn't the same brand but it has the same distortion. It actually fits my lens adapter. (i don't use an SLR)

So here are the pictures I took today.
remember ask and you might not get everything you want but fuck it...

YOU GET WHAT YOU NEED. and thats good enough in my book!

my new venus fly trap

VIDEO: THE BOX (trailer)

2006-02-20T17:37:00.001-05:00

This is the trailer for our first little movie as SECRET FILM SOCIETY
Thank you to all those who helped....Dieter(photography), James(lighting) Neo(lighting)

Edited by Me
Music by Jose Jacho

P.s. I just noticed a mispelling of a name...it's CHAD ERVIN not ERVING
sorry about that CHAD, I love you but I am not about to reedit it allll over again...i have done that about 5 times and i am TIRED...LOL

for all those with iPODS that rather watch it there:

You can download the trailer here
right click and save as (.M4V file)

NYC

2006-01-30T21:35:00.000-05:00

*******

it calls me like a lover back to its body
veins pumping

traffic
people
trains

and beckons me

with lips half parted and legs open to me
to make my way back to it once again.

glimpses of you send me into estatic frenzy.
your lights
your music
your film.

i am lost inside you
my stomach aches for you
i am dizzy thinking of you
for i know you well.

you make love to me with
your art
your creativity
but then slap me with
your coldness.

yours is a strange love....

i left bitter.
you left me frazzled
entangled in this web of my mind.

but i feel you
so deeply i feel your energy.

i can't wait
to touch you
feel your concrete beneath my legs again
ride your trains to anywhere
get lost in your streets.

i am helpless against your long skyline towering above me.

just once,
maybe just once more.
in october when your air kisses my cheeks
makes my lips rosy
and i have to wear coats to hug me warm.

maybe just once more i will make love to you.
as long as you let me go.
and let me come in and out at will.

i refuse to be trapped within you.

i can't stand loving you
but i do.

The Midnight Bazaar (creative writing excersise)

2006-01-30T21:32:00.000-05:00

The veiled woman walked along the path of moonlit cobble stones hurriedly, so as not to be seen. Her eyes were the only thing that reflected the light, and she had them cast down.

She was going to the midnight bazaar because she knew he would be there. He was always waiting by the third booth in the back among an array of sweet incense and drums.

A man walking along drunkenly was coming from the other side. He was not noticing where he was going and so when the woman and the man collided her face was revealed for a quick second. The man in a complete stupor questioned "Aren't you Miranda Abraham's wife?" but by that time she was running so fast she only heard the word Miranda.

She could not be caught. If one of her husbands associates found her, she would be stoned. Women were not supposed to be outside at this hour. This bazaar was for men and unmarried women only. She quickly stopped around a corner that beyond it was glowing furiously with the light of fire torches. She could hear the drummers playing and knew he must be around. She closed her eyes for a second and bit her lip in excitement. Then she smiled under her dark veil and crept slowly towards the third booth on the right hand side.

To get to this booth you had to go through swarms of men and women all calling out various things. There was an array of black market items: oils, incenses, drums, potions to make your love more potent, witch herbs, weapons of all kinds. She hurried and dug her way through to the one place she needed to find. At first she didn't think he had come but then she slid by the side and there he was, oiling a calf skin to put on a drum. He didn't see her but he heard hard breathing and so he looked up suspiciously. When he saw her, his eyes lit up. He stood up, grabbed her and threw her as fast as he could and threw her inside his tent.

"You have come my love. I didn't think you would be able to. We are exhausting our chances for good luck every time we see each other like this." He was breathing hard. She knew the sight of her excited him.

"I know" she whispered "but I have been going crazy, I dream of you every night. I cannot stand making love to my husband. He is an ogre and he smells so strange I can no longer make love to him"

"I am sorry Miranda, I know how hard it must be to marry someone you do not truly love" He caressed her face over her veil and looked to the door of the tent. "Wait here" he told her and left outside for a moment. A few seconds later he was back and following her outside through the back. " I have told Raymee to take over for me but I am afraid he is beginning to wonder. I am sad to think that we must not see each other for a while"

Her heart stopped for a brief second, and she bit her lip again but this time in utter despair. She slowly felt a trickle of blood and she licked it and sucked on her lip to try to mend the wound. She was trying not to cry as they walked out of the bazaar and over the hill but a single tear moistened her veil.

"I shall not come anymore" she finally said and he stopped.

"Please Miranda don't take it so harshly. You know that if I could I would marry you. I would love you for the rest of our lives. You are my soul, my happiness, I cannot live without you. That is why I must caution you to be wary of what we are doing. Our practices are turning heads and the walls have eyes. I do not want you to be punished."

At this she started crying and screamed but in a whisper "I would rather be stoned to death for making love to you then live a life of agony sleeping with Abraham" This last word sounded more like a curse than a name.

He held her and took her long into his arms then removed the veil to reveal her beautiful full lips. Her cheeks were stained with tears. Her eyes red and soaked. He looked at her then kissed her and his heart felt like it would burst. They kissed long and hard.

Then he took her and he walked along a stream with a small shack at the end. It was very battered and the panels of wood were consistently uneven so it made the shack look lopsided. It was old and rain had eaten through some parts of the roof. Inside there was a small hole for fire which he lit and a small grassy bed covered with a woven sheet. She removed her veil but she waited for him to undress her. She always felt such ecstasy as he removed each layer of clothing. And so when he had finished tending the fire he came over to where she was and slowly took piece by piece. Until she was almost naked except for her undergarments.

Back at the Bazaar the men were gathering.
"What do you mean you saw Miranda wife of Abraham heading out here tonight."
"it is true" the drunk man stumbled trying to regain his composure.
" but how can we trust this man? Look at him he probably will tell us next he saw her riding a pink elephant" at this all the crowd laughed.
"Well there is only one way to prove it. Lets go to Abraham's house. I am sure he will appreciate it if he knows that we are doing this for him." So the crowd swarmed over the house of Abraham. Where there was only a pillow instead of a wife.

When Abraham got up and got dressed Miranda and Ishmael were making love. He had just entered her and she had closed her eyes. Every part of her was in deep beautiful rapture. But somewhere deep inside of her she thought, "This is the last time with my sweet lover. I will never see him again" and a tear rolled down her cheek and she wiped it off so as her lover would not see it.

The men were crawling everywhere looking for her. Past the armory, and the potion booth. Abraham was at the front. "Miranda! Come out you whore!!"
The few people who had no idea what was going on looked frightened at the way he was screaming. He could feel her blood on his tongue and he wanted to taste it. He had felt something was wrong. "She had been so rebellious lately." He grumbled as he went booth to booth.

He kept looking in the back of the tents until he reached a beautiful colored tent. Richly ornate and shining with beads of every color that would hang down.
"Raymee, he mumbled tell me where Ishmael is. I need to talk to him" Raymee was the small skinny 14 year old younger brother of Ishmael. His voice cracked as he said " He left a little while ago, He said he had to tend to the animals in the barn"
"at this time of the night?" cried one man.
"I I I ddddon't knnnnow" stuttered Raymee.
"Let's go see where Ishmael is then" Abraham cried. "I can taste blood" he whispered to himself and licked his lips in a grimace.

They didn't know a crowd was approaching because they were both having an orgasm. But the people outside heard two cries and they walked faster over to the small shack at the end of the stream. She didn't know exactly how it all happened. All she knew is that the next moment she was smelling the foul odor of her husbands stank breath and she could only hear swarms of men. She had been blindfolded and gagged. She tried to scream but only muffled cries would come out. She was being dragged naked through the shack towards the door. She could hear her husband arguing with Ishmael. She started sobbing hysterically as they carried her through the cold night air. As they were carrying her she thought to herself "How did they find me? No one saw me." Back at the bazaar some of the other men had run over and were starting to drum. She could hear the drums far off but getting closer. They sounded wicked and eerie. She was going to be stoned. She had no more luck she guessed. Her time with her beautiful lover was over. She finally stopped and they tied her hands behind her naked back. They slammed her hard and she felt the cold stone wall pressing up against her buttocks. When they removed her blindfold, it all became clear. There in the front was the drunken man. And she cried one last gagged howl as the stones marked her flesh.

Forbidden Fruit

2005-12-29T06:28:00.000-05:00

This is my first real movie made with THE MOVIES game...its a 3d game made to make movies out of characters...they give you all the camera angles and shots and you put it together...its a great game that is only going to get better...So I have been practicing and i finally got the hang of it...so this is what i made..

and ummm yeah i gave the girl a boob job...but i didn't think her boobs would look THAT big! LOOOL

BIG SHOUT OUT TO MY FRIEND JOEY FOR DOING MULTIPLE TAKES UNTIL HE GOT THE GUY'S VOICE JUST RIIIGHT :P

if you wanna check more movies out made with this program go to
www.lionhead.com then "THE MOVIES ONLINE" there's alot more of these

PS THE KISSING NOISES ARE NOT MINE!!! LOL THAT GAME PUTS THEM IN I SWEAR!!!

my trip to pensacola...including an abandoned motel

2005-08-02T14:06:00.000-04:00

So Jose bought me a suscription to Photo Magazine
and in there it talked about gradients to fix the skies colors and well, I went a little overboard and i did it to every picture...so if the sky looks a little too good to be true
it is ...infact i used photoshop to fix most of these...but they look so much prettier...:::drool:::

OUR
HELL HOTELMan thsi place was not only a dump...it was full of immagrant workers that looked like they were constantly undressing me with their eyes...its was so gross...These are the cocaroaches in the light outside our room

Looks like a nice place huh? thats because I can make anywhere look good...LOL!!! this place was a dump.

some sights around town

naval air museum

Then we went here to eat sushi

My favorite part of the trip. We found not one but 2 abandoned motels!!!

This was fucking insane...So my mom spots this on the road during my abandoned motel frenzy. and It has got to be the creepiest place ever! I kept on hearing the song from the omen....yeesh!!!The hurricane had passed through here...but i couldn't help thinking what kind of people go to this
church...

I didn't want to get too close cause I kept picturing the spike going through my head like in some crazy horror movie! LOLThat shit was at least 2 ft tall.

hurricane

Funny dog

TRAFFIC JAM!!! On our way home! UGH!

RANCHO
VILLA MOTELThis was cute...my mom drives here and is cheering me on as i go to take
pictures...I just couldn't go in cause we had everyone including the wobble dancer in the car...and i had no crowbar.

Some
work I did with a photoshop brush ...

On the road again....

Article written about me and Abandonedmuse.com

2005-07-18T22:06:00.000-04:00

Tanya Diaz, Abandoned Muse

Miami-based Tanya Diaz owns a website called AbandonedMuse.com. It’s a place where she posts up her own films, photographs, and documentaries about abandoned cemeteries, hotels, and anywhere else that has been derelict, neglected, or cast off. Diaz is also a strong voice in Latina filmmaking and photography, which comprises a small corner of the horror filmmaking world to begin with. Add in that she’s a woman and you have a filmmaker with a seriously untouchable niche. She directed a short horror film called El Meido: The Elevator, which you can catch as our featured short film on Pretty/Scary, as well as the documentaries Ramada and Cemetery. She used her videography skills to assist in shooting The Box, a horror film out this year, and she has cornered the market on making the creepy and lonely utterly beautiful….

"This might sound weird but I love the way abandoned places smell."- Tanya Diaz

Abandoned Muse started out as a project to film abandoned places all throughout Miami. I am a curious cat. I like to live life like one huge adventure so exploring is a natural part of me. I had always loved to be in places I wasn't supposed to go. So when an ex boyfriend turned me on to photographing these places and showed me what URBAN EXPLORATION was it was only natural to make it part of me. I am the type of person that is always looking for places to explore. I will always just stop my car and go into a place that looks deserted or a piece of woods that looks unexplored. I know the strangest, coolest places in Miami and I frequently trade places with friends and new acquaintances and they give me their spots to explore and I give them mine.

The word ABANDONED is the pervading theme of Diaz’s personal work.

Abandoned means haunting and beautiful. I love just first going in there and the minute I step in I take a huge breath. This might sound weird but I love the way abandoned places smell. It is seductive to me. It is always so silent except for a few creaks and clacks and it just really takes my breath away. Most of the first places I went to I went alone, after me and my ex broke up and it felt almost like a meditation. When I would go with him he would order me to not go here or there and to be careful yadda yadda and when I first went alone it was almost as if I had found peace. Peace from the city and people and cars. I had found a hideaway. Sometimes I just sit and look around before taking a single photograph because I want to absorb it all and feel it all. I try to imagine how it looked and who was walking there before. To me an abandoned place is like walking into a dream.

Abandoned Hotel is a documentary, like all of Diaz’s documentaries that showcases the silent beauty that people just can’t bring to a setting.

Abandoned Hotel, that is a small project I filmed with someone's old 8mm digital video camera. I went in there and filmed and photographed a hotel that had been in Miami Beach for a few decades. It was such a great experience. We went in there two days straight. Nancy, Lexie and Janet and I made up the girl crew. It was really interesting being able to walk around such an enormous structure without being caught. I was able to go into drawers with pictures and found numerous artifacts of the former employees. It was very haunting though. The later it would get the creepier it would feel and at about 9 pm we all decided to get the hell out of there. We had been there from about 3 pm. One of the weirdest things was that the electricity was still working so all the elevators were on and so were the lobby lights that would cast an eerie pink glow after the sun had set. Also the employee area was all the way down in the basement and there were no windows to the outside and only 1 door to get in and out. So filming in there was a bit crazy. All of a sudden I remember I was filming something and Nancy decides to turn a monitor of a computer on and the thing lights up! It looked like the matrix screen just sending weird words up and down the screen. That was so crazy! It was one of the most interesting things I caught on tape. Also it’s interesting to note that two weeks after, they started gutting the building...So if I had gone when I did I would have never gotten anything. I went in after and the construction workers had thrown everything out.

When can we see Abandoned Hotel in its entirety?

It gonna take a while for me to finish editing that one 1) because I haven't found the right music for it and 2) because of THE BLACK BOX and STRANDED...but it will be up by the end of the year. I also have another abandoned documentary about a mental hospital we found. But I haven't gotten around to doing anything for it yet.

The Black Box and Stranded are other projects Diaz is currently working on.

The Box is the brainchild of my fiancé Jose. The first day I met him he told me the story and I found it fascinating. So I became the director of photography and I started helping him edit the story. I also produced it and casted it. It was a mission! But it was so much fun! It has taken months of work and scheduling for 6 shoot days but its finished. It should be about 25-20 minutes long.

The Black Box is about a postman who finds a mysterious box. He starts
Believing its Pandora's box and the cause of the world's
Problems (wars, murders, etc...). At the end he figures out that the box
was his own excuse for blaming the world for his own inner demons.

Stranded was actually someone else's story. Jose was the videographer for it back when it was called 2 Coconuts. The first story was about two people stranded on two separate islands and they are communicating though a bottle. Then the bottle breaks and they get rescued END OF STORY. LOL!!! Jose helped the guy cause he was an old friend but we all thought the plot was a bit lacking to say the least. I was helping him on it and we had done about 4 shoot days when the director decided he wanted to go do something else and dumped it on Jose. Jose is a great storyteller so he totally flipped the script and made it a story about dreams and the collective unconscious. Now it takes a turn when the bottle breaks. The male character decides to try and meditate after exhausting himself trying to find other ways of communication and he finds the female in a dream. They discover they can communicate now in dreams but by the fourth dream she is being rescued and she has to make the choice between going back and looking disfigured or staying with the male in the dream world forever. I ended up shooting it all over and we got a new actress (Claudia) cause the old one didn't like latex on her face. And throughout the whole thing we had formerly filmed she looked like she had just come from a day in Miami Beach...not stranded for weeks on an island.

How was the experience of working on a bigger shoot, and on something that wasn’t her own project?

[On Abandoned] the filming went pretty well. It took us 4 days and things went pretty smooth. At the last minute a whole bunch of people came and helped us out and it was great! I had about 15 people walking around my house. We had beer, drinks, food and candy all over the place!!

We had to totally turn my whole house upside down to film it. My mom was SUPPOSED TO GO TO THE BEACH THAT WEEKEND and she was never able to, so, she ended up being there the whole time watching her house get turned upside-down (my mom is a clean FREAK). In one of the scenes it was so funny because her room was the supposed "KILLING ROOM” and Chad (the lead actor) kept opening the door and screaming "oh my god" or something like that and so my mom started laughing and in one scene we have her laughing saying "I AM NOT THAT UGLY!" LOL!

Also she says she felt like in prison cause she would turn on the TV and we would make her turn it off, the phone would ring and we would make her hang up 'cause her Cuba voice would travel way too far, the lights had to be turned off so she couldn't read...LOL we drove her crazy!

Most of the actors got a horror photo shoot out of it too. While some were getting their makeup done we got the lights and got some crazy shots of all their makeup work. Needless to say all their main photos are up on myspace as them dead! LOL

How does she see her job as a photographer?

Photography is also something I have done for a long time. I still have old photographs I shot when I was 8! LOL! I used to photograph nature and people before until my friend (ex boyfriend) turned me on to photographing abandoned locations. The difference between his art and mine is that he would normally take pictures with flash and most of his photographs don't look like anything. Then again he had just started taking photographs. I took his idea and I decided to use manual exposure and use different colored lights and also I tried to really keep in mind the composition and story telling aspect of the photograph. So not only does it take you and show you the place but also you feel the ambiance and the people that used to be there and can imagine the places how they were before. I want to capture the haunting feelings I get when I go into one of these places. It is like a rush. There is one place that felt completely haunted. It’s the ABANDONED HOUSE I put up in the Images area. We had to crow bar our way in. But when I got inside the feeling was really intense. I don't know how to describe it. It definitely felt as if we were being watched. My friend Mike and I spent the day in there and we explored every piece of it and what we found was pretty crazy. There had been stories that a man had killed his wife and two daughters there and then shot himself and what we found were random girl clothing and dolls ...All girl things. Also it looked like it had been abandoned in Christmas time cause there was a small tree still on the floor. It had a piano and an organ and my friend started playing it and it was so beautiful. It was a really intense adventure and when we walked out of there I felt almost as if I could breathe normal again. The footage of the place is all messed up because I felt so wired while I was in there that all the video footage came out shaky.

Diaz is heavily involved in the Miami independent filmmaking world.

Besides doing photography and filming short movies I am also the event coordinator for INDIE CLUB MIAMI and we host nights once a month here in So. Fla. where local filmmakers can showcase their new work. Kinda like an open mic night but for films. This month will be our 6-month doing this and we are really excited about continuing to offer this to local filmmakers. Everything is free for everyone

And, of course, there’s more to Diaz than just her films and photography. Everyone has to chill and live like a normal human being, even if they’re not a normal human being.

I am 29-year-old filmmaker/photographer.... I love traveling and I have lived in a few places...I basically decided around 25 I wanted to get the hell out of Miami and I did...I lived for 6 months in CR working in a hotel as a tour guide for the waterfalls and the canopy rides...and 9 months in NYC. When I am not traveling I am sticking my nose into places I am not supposed to be and I find crazy places in So. FLa. If it looks boarded and deserted I want to be inside. LOL I love taking walks around my crazy neighborhood going on train tracks and following them to wherever they go.

Posted on Monday, July 18 @ 17:13:22 PDT by

heidi

PHOTOS: BEHIND THE SCENES INTO "THE BOX"

2005-07-05T15:27:00.000-04:00

I should say when this comes out eh? It will come out as soon as I can get the MAC up and running and get into the mood of sitting down for 14 hours a day to click on a mouse and edit it all and get carpal tunnel syndrome...

(lol)

***blech***

so probably by next month ..ha

Photos by Emily SiXx

NEO!

Jose looks frustrated!

Poor Chad

This is for our blooper reel...The troll that killed CHAD

Emily Sixx after being stabbed,,this was a one shot part and she did it perfectly!

she got a little carried away...

nancy the lighting GHOST...she came for liek and hour and said fuck this and left! LOL J/K (she saaaays she had things to do...mmmhmmmm suure...j/k)

emily being suave while dead

me concentrating

Jose annoying me

this looks bad ...

this looks worse

bored waiting for me to say action

action shot...damn that floor was NASTY though

THESE PHOTOS WERE TAKEN BY DIETER...

GO SHOW HIM SOME LOOOVE!

Danny Alvarez as EDDIE

CHAD ERVIN as ERIN

Left to right: Steven Lee, Kate, Steven, me, Jose, Chad, Danny, Rodney

Bert Moran and Steven Finlay playing the DETECTIVES

Estefania Crespo as Grace and Steven Lee as Steven(lol)

Check out Jose's glasses! What a cool pic!

The Postal Crew!

Steven Lee provided musical entertainment as well as boom mike, acting, and lighting! LOL

Estefaniua helping me withe the reflector

Pookers was locked up for two days...poor kitty

The BOX

DIETER!!!

Me trying to be sexy...

my lighting RIG for the last scene

Chad and Vanessa who was BETH

Check out teh video screen...another cool picture by DIETER!

James silouetted

Vanesssa in BLUE

WTF?

Me in action...joses head is giving me directions...

Emily Sixx being dragged into a room...yeesh! the things i make my poor friends go through :P

ayyy emily!

such happy dead people in this movie!

waiting for their work to start

good shot!

The foot prints on the floor

me shooting emily sixx

me and my dead babes!

Vanessa teh hottest dead girl EVER!

Estefania as the creature on the floor...

Kate working the makeup

Can dead people talk on cell phones?

A few pictures I took while waiting for everyone to finish

dinner after a long day of work!

THE BOX

PHOTOS: STRANDED SHOOT DAY ONE

2005-06-27T03:59:00.000-04:00

These are a few shots I managed to get in there while I was filming...

This is Tanya DEAD after 8 hours of shooting....

VIDEO: El Negro Y La Balsa

2005-05-20T11:15:00.000-04:00

My newest work. I did this for a local band, Rhett y Los Borrachos Empeñados as a behind the scenes for their first music video Directed By Franco Parente of John Doe Entertainment. This was shot by my boyfriend Jose Jacho and I. Edited by me.
50 MB quicktime

Video: Lapses in Time

2005-04-22T15:33:00.000-04:00

My newest creation...

Major editing practice....
if you don't have dsl or higher nevermind its a big one...

if you do give it a sec !

smallest i could get it and still have the all the clicks clicking and all the cranks cranking properly

enjoy

UPDATE: THE OWNER OF THE SONG EZEKIEL HONIG SAW THIS AND ACTUALLY LIKED IT...I MAY BE WORKING ON ANOTHER SONG OF HIS SOON...
CHECK HIM OUT!
BUY HIS MUSIC HERE

QUICKTIME MOV

Video Short: Wedding from helll

2005-04-20T22:08:00.000-04:00

A little joke me and my friend alex did with a wedding I had to edit.. hehe hee

VIDEO: MASS NIGHTCLUB

2004-12-11T21:55:00.000-05:00

Shot and edited by : Isis69
Main actress: Emily Sixx
Dancers: Penny Dreadful, Vanessa, Predawhore

Video:Las Mujeres Siempre Lloran

2004-12-07T01:20:00.000-05:00

a funny little short i made because of an inside joke...
it started that i was doing the video for teh night club mass and we got this footage but when we went back to edit it looked liek a spanish novela...and we were craking up....sooo hence the title "THE WOMEN ALWAYS CRY"

actress: emily sixx
shot by: tanya(aka isis69)
editing: tanya(aka isis69)

Pictures of today

2004-12-05T22:12:00.000-05:00

Pictures of Emily Sixxx

A little thing I did for a friend

2004-12-02T12:33:00.000-05:00

Nature Pictures

2004-12-01T01:15:00.000-05:00

I found these today again...
thought i'd share them...
its a change from the abandoned buildings....
enjoy :)

This is one of my all time favorites:
THE FLY

NYC BOTANICAL GARDENS:

Crazy banana spider in groovy land(park by house)

The lake by my house:

el farito park (old park by key biscayne...farito stands for light house)

little flower in my back yard magnified enormously:

another park by my house:

OK IF ANYONE KNOWS WHAT THIS BUG IS PLEASE LET ME KNOW...WE FOUND HIM WHILE CAMPING IN FIRE ISLAND IN LONG ISLAND NY...AT NIGHT THEY KEPT JUMPING IN THE FIRE WHILE I WAS TRIPPING...

Inside of horseshoe crab:

same place in fire island NY